I think of my sons this Father’s day. Let me say outright that I would rather this be MAN‘s day and Mother’s day celebrating Women as a whole gender. I realize that this won’t happen, so I will advocate for it myself. ANYWAY!!!!
I think of my son’s today. I was able to catch up on an ongoing project…I have been writing to both of my children since I knew I was pregnant with them…each month I write to them and keep a running journal of what they are up to, thoughts I have, words from just mom. My children have not seen the journals, it is my hope that I am able to give them to each of my sons on the day they graduate from high school. I look back through some of the entries sometimes, I already know I will be a basket case on their graduation day…Ah, mom. As I think of my boys, I often find myself wondering as to their future. What will it look like? What will these active and caring boys become? Will they be proud of themselves, well-centered and caring men? I would be lying if I did not say that I hope much for them, that I pray harder for their future than I do for anything else.
I think of the future wives or life partners they may have. I have to say life partner here, because I cannot assume that either of them will choose one way or another. I have discovered that despite my best efforts, my ability to control either of them amounts to NOTHING. I can hope and direct and re-direct, but at the end of the day, what they do is their decision and their responsibility. I will say that whether they marry or not, the people in their life had better treat them well, or this Mom will have some words.
I embark to impart a few words that I wish my boys to know as they continue to age toward manhood….
1) You were born as babies, became toddlers, young boys, boys–you WILL become young men and men in the future. You are not boys in men’s bodies–you will be a MAN someday–embrace that.
2) Treat your mother with all the respect, kindness, honesty, love, and care that you can. She will teach you many small and large graces you will need in the future.
3) Do not shrink from emotion or displaying emotion, even if that means tears. The mark of a mature adult is the person who can admit emotion and keep it from controlling you. Face it, feel it, embrace it, and then let it go. Many a life is ruined by those who cannot let something go.
4) Understand what it means to work hard, to earn your way by honest work. Whether the work be with your hands, body, mind, or other part, dedicate yourself to doing well each job you are given.
5) Do not stop educating yourself–learning is lifelong. It does not matter if this is in an academic or hands-on learning–do not think yourself so smart that you do not have something to learn.
6) Remember to have fun…enjoy the outdoors and let it be part of you. The wonder of creation can speak more to a soul than many a perfect word.
7) Speak your mind with grace and love. If you have found something worth fighting for, then do so with all your heart, soul, and mind. I will back you all I can.
8) Be kind to children, animals, and each person you encounter. You have no idea what they may be experiencing at any moment. Remember there are people who have shown you much grace at times, it is our privilege to give back.
9) FOLLOW through and HONOR your word. If you say you are going to do something, DO IT. If you cannot accomplish it on your own, be humble enough to ask for help and allow others to help if necessary. True community comes when we join one another no matter the situation.
10) PUT THE SEAT DOWN, and while you are at it, check the toilet paper roll–chances are it’s out.
11) deodorant and showers were invented for a reason–realize that–often!
12) Clothes hampers and baskets are there, that is where the dirty clothes go–not right beside it.
13) If you are married to the person of your dreams, cherish them with everything that you have. Be real, honest, approachable, and in touch with yourself enough to tell them what they mean to you.
14) If you are blessed with children, be a better parent than your father and I were…improving by at least 50% over what you experienced. When you are scared or have questions…ask. There are people there to help you.
15) Find someone older than you to be a mentor–preferably male who is not related to you. In turn, find someone younger than you to mentor–preferably male who it not related to you. We learn volumes from one another.
16) Your partner will want surprise gifts, flowers, small moments that let them know you are thinking of them.
17) Teach the little ones how to spit seeds, blow a bubble, whistle, bait a hook, and field a grounder.
18) The arts have their place, return to them often and let them fill you. Remember all those songs I sang to you and for you…there was always a reason.
19) A handwritten thank you is a most valuable gift, write them.
20) Give the gift of your time, it is the most precious thing you have to give.
21) Being a man is not about brute strength, it is about your character and the heart you possess.
22) Faith is vital. Share the stories of your faith with your children, let them learn from you. Likewise, listen to them…they have much to tell you.
23) USE THE FORCE! Yoda and the rest of the Jedi‘s were honorable because they depended on peace before violence.
24) Keep your temper.
25) Find a hobby, something that is all yours and make it part of you.
26) The written word–its power is immeasureable–read them, let them wash over you, especially if it something that MOM has written 😉
27) Family does not have to look the same. If you are committed to the people you call family, love them, trust them, and would be willing to fight for and die for them….you have learned much.
28) Do not forget you both have a brother out there–be good to each other. Someday, you two will be all that remain. No matter what, do not let arguments or personalities destroy who you are to each other.
29) Black socks and shorts do not mix…In the same way, white socks and dress pants do not mix.
30) Ice cream does cover a multitude of owies…keep some on hand.
31) Learn to say, “I am sorry” and “Please forgive me.” Allow others to tell you the same thing.
32) Fresh breath is a part of life.
33) Let your children see you in all facets of life with your loved one…they need to know you both are human and willing to do what it takes to be real and loving.
34) Remember recreation is RE-creation for your soul.
35) Have I mentioned to put the seat down?
36) Take the shaving remains from the sink and the top back on the toothpaste tube–btw, squeeze said tube from the bottom flattening as you go.
37) Insects and snakes freak out most girls and women…calmly deal with them, you’ll be their instant hero.
38) Since I almost this age…I leave you with this one: “You are beautifully and wonderfully made. And. I love you!”
love,
mom.